Tackling a Serious Part Posted by Hannah on March 14th, 2010

This past week I auditioned and received a very serious role: the role of a girl that is a recovering alcoholic and is now addicted to pain pills. She’s only about 20 years old, 23 at the oldest, and I’m relatively frightened.

I know so many people who have had that type of situation and others who have other similar problems and, if there’s one thing I’ve learned from them, it is how genuine I need to make this.

I will be heavily judged by those that attend. I will have those that I know that had problems similar to this on my shoulder and I’m nervous.

I’ve never been addicted to anything. I’ve never required something to survive and yes, I have been depressed enough to want to die, but emulating that on stage just seems so hard. It’s something very private to a lot of people and my only hope is that I don’t offend anyone.

What I have done is to make myself as authentic as I can. I’m delving as far deep into my mind as I can and am watching documentaries on substance abuse, those addicted to substances, everything I can think of to help aide my performance. I want to do my best to represent the type of person I am performing as and, hopefully, I can do it justice.

I am very thankful for this role, though. It’s going to be such a challenge and I love a good challenge. :)

3 Responses to “Tackling a Serious Part”

  1. Kris

    You can do it!! :) Last year I had to play a part that I didn’t think I would be able to do, and it went amazingly well. Watching documentaries on addicted individuals (have you seen Intervention? If not, check it out on A&E. It shows the struggles of those addicted to pretty much anything from gambling to cocaine…) I love when I am given a role that I have to learn about, a role that is nothing like me, and I have to study up and become that person for a little while. Break a leg!!

  2. Hollie Powell

    What is the best way to recover from Substance Abuse ?’*:

  3. Edward Young

    substance abuse could sometimes be deadly and it always destroys lives.”`

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